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Today

 I was sleeping most of the day. I wasn’t really feeling school. During meeting someone picked up my papers and I lost mr.rease work. At least this point i know I’m going to fail.

 Today was uneventful. I made some mistakes at work.  But it was fine nothing happened. I don’t have much to say. I couldn’t read the story because of my job.

Welp

 Today was fine. Today I’m celebrating my friends birthday. But I got walk home sadly. I hate that I have work all next week I get no breaks for real. I don’t know if my brain can take it.

😅

 Today was actually ok. I was clearing my head today. I’m tired though. Nothing I can do can fix it so I’m used to it. Time to go work today.

Today

 Today was stressfully boring. It took me a while to realize one of my teacher can’t teach. That man be too lazy it be killing me.  I hate the fact he makes us write everything instead of printing. It’s tiring.

Rewriting my past

I done a lot of things I’ve done. Like how hurt people in my life(not going into detail). How rewrite that was just going ghost. I just went mute didn’t talk on how handle myself. Just never really talk about it.

Aloneness

 Pros of being alone: one with body and mind, time to yourself, no drama, peace, very emotionless aka stoic  Cons: crippling loneliness, questioning of insanity, boredom,  It can be empowering because you’re one with yourself. Normally people can’t handle themselves so dive into a deep depression. While some can accept their faults. They either get better and keep on living. Overall time to yourself can train you to handle yourself in situations.

Wesenday

 I’m sleepy like really sleepy. Today wasn’t bad just boring I didn’t do anything to bad. I was basically chilling. I don’t really feel like going to work. Maybe I could just take a nap when I get home.

Tuesday

 I was not here yesterday 

Monday week 2

 Today was unfortunate. I kinda had a stoic feeling towards everything. Even now I’m stoic. I didn’t want to talk but I didn’t want to be rude so I kept talking. Now I’m just letting everything sink in.

Bellringer

 What is life? Life is the very foundation of the universe. How could we improve as a school? We need work harder and be more professional. There was couple good players on the cedargrove football team. There was a couple animals on the earth. The music wasn’t that bad. The food wasn’t really the best.

Friday

 Today was the same. I’ve been working on my handwriting because I was actually trying this semester. I’m even making notes more neater to read and study. I can’t believe I’m saying study. But I got to get As and Bs.

Today

 Today was boring kinda. Most of my friends didn’t show up today. Doesn’t matter cuz have no class with them. But it still would have been nice. I been trying my best to not fall asleep in most of my class but they making it real hard.

New year

 Well first semester I really zoned out and barely didn’t try with any of my classes. I will take it more seriously now that it’s the final semester. I will try to do my blogs everyday they are just really easy to forget about. My teacher can help me by making it as easy as possible. Which I know won’t happen but a man can still dream